bantha_fodder: ([smallville] chloe and lex)
bantha_fodder ([personal profile] bantha_fodder) wrote2007-05-26 08:34 am

[fic] (not) the wrong girl [smallville] [chloe]

(not) the wrong girl by Pen
Smallville, Chloe, PG.

Trying to get back in the flow of things. Thanks to Sloane.

**

She finds the first gift on her pillow, a recording of a very interesting conversation between two of Metropolis' finest. She blinks; folds the CD crisply in half until it snaps, and posts the pieces to LexCorp's towering offices in the middle of Metropolis. I will not be in your pocket, she writes; thinks no more about it.

The second is a grubby contact in a crappy diner. He sidles up to her. "Sullivan?" he asks, his eyes darting.

"Maybe," she says, always cautious, always worrying.

"Got some info for you, about the NBN thing," he says, and Chloe stands.

"Tell him to fuck off." She grabs her notebook and walks; she's had her feelers out for two days, but they're never this fast, especially not now, and she knows.

She's sitting in City Hall, surrounded by dust and records older than she is, when she finds the third one, and she's disgusted that she's so out of practice, so run down, that it takes her so long to notice. She runs her fingers across the print in disbelief, as if perhaps her touch will give lie to the words before her eyes. She blinks, and the words remain.

Unlike Lex to be so sloppy, she thinks, and holds her breath.

It's late, and the moon is full and bright and it's a Saturday night, but the lights on in the LexCorp tower run high to the sky, and she doesn't stop to check if the topmost light is lit. She knows where he is.

As Chloe steps out of the elevator, Mercy eyes her suspiciously, opens her mouth to protest. "Oh, like he isn't expecting me," Chloe snaps, and knows the truth of her words when she pushes open the door to Lex's office, and Mercy steps into the elevator, as if she's been dismissed. Lex looks at Chloe, his face unreadable.

"Growing slow," he says, a slow grin curling across his face, and she throws her photocopies at him.

"I will not be the reporter in your pocket," she says.

"My pockets are full," he replies.

"Then why the fuck are you breaking into my apartment, lending me your sources?" she asks, though suspicion weighs her down. "I can do my own research."

"You're more than shitty diners and a second-rate byline," he says, "you have talent and skills more than you ever needed as a journalist, and I'm sick of Superman writing our headlines."

She gives her very best confused gaze, a last ditch effort. "He's a very popular topic," she says. He raises an eyebrow.

"I'm sick of Superman writing our headlines," he repeats, and leans forward, rests a hand on her wrist. "Literally writing them." She ducks her head.

"I don't know what you mean," she murmurs, makes to leave his office, but his grip upon her wrist is firm.

"Chloe," he says softly, his breath warm on her ear. She closes her eyes, tastes loss on her tongue: Clark; Lana; the expose that ruined her career; the cousin who beat her to her own dream. Regret curls in her stomach, and when she opens her eyes, Lex's gaze is firm, untroubled.

"Does it hurt?" she asks, and he nods, doesn't pretend like he doesn't know what she is talking about.

"It did," he replies, and shrugs. "Now it doesn't."

She shakes free of his grip, leaves without looking back. As the lift doors close she meets Lex's eyes, and she knows what her decision will be.

She steps out of the lobby into the cool night air, and it seems that Lex knows, too, because a limo waits for her, its door held open by Hope.

She slides in, and as the limo pulls away from the curb, she closes her eyes.

Doesn't look back.



END

[identity profile] liminalliz.livejournal.com 2007-05-26 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
PITCH PERFECT.
medie: queen elsa's grand entrance (sv - lost in the crowd - chloe)

[personal profile] medie 2007-05-26 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
Oooh this Chloe is the Chloe that pings so *HARD* with my angsty, bitter, cynical side. *flails* YESSSS this is one of my favorite versions of Chlex. SO much love for this!

[identity profile] bantha-fodder.livejournal.com 2007-06-07 11:24 am (UTC)(link)
<333

[identity profile] bantha-fodder.livejournal.com 2007-06-07 11:25 am (UTC)(link)
Chloe in my head is so bitter, and so cynical, and it's really the only way that I can see Chloe/Lex ever happening, so.

[identity profile] zeplum.livejournal.com 2007-06-07 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
It's like everything I ever wanted to write for them boiled down to one tiny, perfect little thing.

Go you.


Now, oddly, I want to see Chloe and Lyle. I blame your icon.
medie: queen elsa's grand entrance (sv - ooooh - chloe)

[personal profile] medie 2007-06-08 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
*nodnods* Yes, the bitter edge is touch perfect for them. The fluffy is...well, nah. *G*
poisontaster: character Wen Qing from The Untamed (chlex)

[personal profile] poisontaster 2008-01-01 10:45 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know how I missed this, but somehow I did. As pitch-perfect as always. There's such a heartbreaking edge to all of this; it really brings the tragedy inherent to Chloe's character (always a bridesmaid never a bride) to the fore and gives her both strength and dignity of breaking from that mold. *sighs happily*

[identity profile] bantha-fodder.livejournal.com 2008-01-02 10:53 am (UTC)(link)
Hee. Well, at least you found it in the end? I often think that's what these year end round ups are for, and that's why I read those done by other people.

I love that tragedy that is part of Chloe, and I really do wish she could break free of that or use it to be amazing. Unfortunately, Smallville is not Chloe's story.

[identity profile] artistshipper.livejournal.com 2009-06-05 09:54 am (UTC)(link)
I reckoned myself jaded, but seeing as how people are saying that they can only see Chlex happening in this bitter, betrayed context... Guess I'm not that cynical after all. I'm a big 'ole marshmellow.

Superb fic. Really evokes in image of a Chloe who has give up on some part of herself.